因为马六甲旅行,我们的谈话:
P:I Thursday night only reach honme.how come u wan me to go the next morning?at least give me sometimei will no go back home from now till that time,I can’t prepare early.
Me:because they still have class.if we go Saturday,will spend half day on road,just left half day there,and just have Sunday 1 day..we back Monday.because kiang,lim and yuan have class.so rush.if we go Friday morning,have Friday night,Saturday and Sunday can walk walk.u thi nk and see how ba..me and kai ok with it..i also no go home ler.
P:melacca no many place to go only,no need so many days.Friday night got on bus will reach malacca in the next morning.
Me:but just rush for that few day tired ma.lim ask us take morning bus better.but if really can’t make it,just go Friday night lo,I will inform lim.
P:at least Friday noon,I can’t make it if Friday morning bus.u so early go home ok la,I still have class till 5pm and reach penang also night liao.if can’t then I don’t go.
Me:那要看有没有巴士了。你真的决定放弃的话我也不能说什么。要是我也是星期四才带的话我要当晚去也是没问题。我已经放弃了跟薇她们出门选择了你们。所以。。。你自己想清楚吧,还有一个月给你想。我只是随便发牢骚,不用理我。
End of our conversation...
After few hours,something appear in facebook...
“当人家对你好的时候,请你小心点。
别单纯的人为他们对你好是出自一片纯洁的,真心地要你和他们一样开心。不要怀疑,当他们在对你开口要请你参与他们一起开心之前,是已经计划好,设好陷阱要你付出,然后自己享受那份嘻嘻哈哈的快乐,敷衍地要你一起疯狂,最后再要你补点费用,然后跟你说,‘没事了,你可以走了’,再加多几句‘保重啊!要天天保持开心啊!。。。’等你回转过头,走了以后,他们就会议论纷纷的讨论着你是有多笨有多愚蠢的贝他们利用了。
结论就是:自己醒目点!被在当傻瓜了!人不为己,天诛地灭!人世间,友情为何物?”
And my comment is:conclusion is she is shooting me.
我觉得她在讲我,射我。。。种种迹象告诉我,是我!就是我!
更气的是,她说什么话啊!
‘only 2 days is not enough’—what she say said in facebook.
‘melacca no many place to go only,no need so many days’—what she say in sms.
什么话??!!鸟话!
一开始,我很生气,为什么她在facebook这样post.那么多年的朋友,要这样吗?
回到房想想,眼泪不由自主地流下来了。。。我伤心。。。我的友情。。。就是这样吗?
我躺在床上,泪一直流,一直流。。。手中拿着电话一直按,一直按。。。心中的愤怒和悲伤都融在一起了。。。。
心里说的话。。。
‘I hate it!y she wan shot me in facebook?!i hate it!10+ friendship is what?rubbish?!!’
‘rubbish friendship!!!love always win friendship...’
‘when u are single,friend are the best;when u in relationship,friend like rubbish!!!’
‘I angry with my friendship..angry with..y she always so..she duno she is hurting me,she duno she already have a place in my heart,she duno I care her,she duno ..she duno..she just know she have bf..=( ’
最后想到让自己更舒服的方法了,我只想要想起锦星,再大的不对,再大的误会,再大的隔膜,我都可以把它忘了。我要珍惜友情!珍惜身边的一切!
朋友做到这样。。。无话可说。。。有人说那是误会,那不是在说我。。。事实,真相,没人知。。。
“在有那种感觉被利用的时候,其实我心里也了解为什么他会这样对我。
ReplyDelete我也懂一直以来他都是那样对我,而当他那样对我的时候,他不知道原来自己已经算是在利用着我了,他不懂他那样做已经伤害着我。
毕竟人不是菩萨,永远不懂自己错在哪里。
不过他已经越来越过分了,真的惹到我了!最后只好用了不良的方式去发泄出来。甘愿了~像小孩子那样,哭过就雨过天晴。”
不懂你是谁,可是,这是我的地方,请你在我地方说话时,留下大名!请尊重我!
ReplyDelete